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Dyslexia , Can you?

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yes guys , This is what kinda happens when I read so you know them long Comment's people give me full of " haha learn how to spell" ..yeh They take me A long time To read , I have Dyslexia , I have had it all My life , It's a learing disabilty , a horrible Disabilty to

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Can you read this when letter's and words jump around , move and hide ,
Can you read this when letter's that are not really there show themselves there?
Can you learn to spell of a sheet of paper when letter's vanish and move?
I had to , you have a choice to read like this I don't
See I'm dyslexic
you know , That thing you keep laughing at me for?
that thing I was bullied for?
I'm not stupid , I am very smart , could of you gotten the grade you got if your exam paper did this ? Like It did to me ...
Next time you tell me to learn how to Spell , you try to learn a new spelling while this happens

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I used to think I was the most stupid Girl alive , I couldnt stand to read long books with small text as everything would jump and move ..my bad tryed to make me read a book ones ..I stay on his lap and The first couple of Seconds were hell And then I ran out of the house in The rain with no shoes on, Dad didnt understand why I wasnt willing to read that book , he thought I was just lazy , he didnt know how upset I was that I couldnt Read books like everyone eles could
In school I was put in the "scrible and dribble class" Well that's what they called it , Full of people who had no brains to think for themselves and the " badboys" of the school , I hated it but I had not choice , they could see I struggled so much ..I never told them why , I was to scared they would send me off to some mental home , I didnt even know about Dyslexia , I was hated and bullied all the way threw that school for being "differnt" I would stand up in Assembally after months of studying a couple lines And I would Always get it wrong and be laughed at but they still made me do it every 2-3 months

I am glad I moved to a better school...I was helped As best they could but Still I was stuck in the back because I couldnt learn , no one Told me about dyslexia ..I still thought I was the stupid girl ,gladly I had friends who didnt laugh and friends who Made me feel better about myself , I got pritty high grades Considdering I had a paper that would Make me feel sick.

My dad wasnt happy..when I got my grades in I was told I could of done better ..It hurt me Alot when I saw My dad disapointed. I found out about dyselixa from My brother Matt Who Was told he had "maths Dyselixa" Can not remember the name of It ...So I started saying I was dysleic because It would shut people up ...I was nearly tested ones but then they never ended up doing it since It cost way to much to do

Finnnally in collage I was tested , I sat there in a white room with a lady asking me things ..she Did spelling tests ..word tests and Some random shape tests ...She sat me down and told Me I had trouble with A couple things , she also said I had a pritty good IQ ( can not remeber the number)
I asked her " so I'm not dyselix then?" She told then told me " Dyselixa doesnt affect your IQ all that much and yes you are" When I told My mum and dad They finnallly understand they I wasnt that good with reading and why I hated long boooks...Kinda like this I will not be able to read this XD Sorry if there are spelling mistakes

I redid My tests ...this Time I got the grades my dad are proud of thanks to My helpers , It took 18 years for me to found out I wasnt stupid , I was just dyselxic
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For me, it's different. I can read the words an d I know what word it is most of the time but I say something different, I try to say "society" but might say " socially" even know I know what it is.

the words don't move, they blur, and there are shadows, they also flash like illusions.


my brain and eyes get aches after reading and my eyes scatter the whole page instead of focusing on the sentence